Back to life

back to reality.

I've got a new job and I am not happy. Tomorrow's going to be my first day and it just feels like first day of school. I've had a long, loong, looong break and I don't feel like I've had enough. The past few weeks were the best days of my life, learned alot, seen alot, heard alot!

I discovered the real me. All my life I've been preoccupied with school and work. I just stayed home 3 months after I got my bachelor and then started work and that's how my life had always been. I never liked my job, I never felt satisfied with my life. Something was missing, and I didn't know what it was but now I know. It was me. I didn't know me.

Now I've met me. Now I know what me wants. Me wants to live each day to the fullest. Me wants to enjoy her life. Me had discovered a whole new world. A world that she was blinded to see.... Me wants to make up for the lost years.

One piece of advice, never rush in to anything, trust your intuition, love yourself the most, love the people you have and not the ones you don't have.

They shut down Virgin!

Kuwait, Friday 27/4/2007 at Marina Mall

I boil when I see this sticker

Do we need a heart shaped sticker to prove our love?


Then how come Valentine's is haram?


It took me long to understand how come "Allah" comes before "Sallah".

How to know it's a women's toilet (Part 2)

Again... at The Avenues
not so artistic, is it? :P


Part (1)

Which container?

I found this poster hung in a patients room at Mubarak Hospital. I admired it. I looked for the two colored containers, but found a regular one and didn't know what category it belonged to.

Boat Show

at Al Kout

قوارب الوليد
فخر الصناعة الكويتية

Le Pain

Once upon a time, I was at Le Pain, and I saw someone.

Diet, Day 1, 70.7 Kilos

He was my colleague...
We have the same personality...
We both just quit our jobs...
... I was trying to convince him to take training courses of things he's interested in just like I did since my quittance.

Me: I've learned alot! I've changed!
Him: No offence but, you haven't changed.

I smiled, trying to grasp what he said, and after a 3 second pause he said:

Him: You're still your lovable self.
Me: etragi3ha?

Giggles... subject changed.

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Who wants to compete with me in loosing weight?
Current weight: 73 Kilos (Dietitian's scale)
70.7 Kilos (My scale)

Target: 63 Kilos

I will try to post my weight daily!

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A good photo resizer program!
"Automatically reduce the size of photos for email, IM, blogging and web galleries!"

How to know it's a women's toilet...

as seen in The Avenues

Flickrcaine

Flickrcaine
Originally uploaded by FlorinC.

They are going to block flickr in Kuwait :(

WE'VE GOT TO DO SOMETHING!

Click here!

mako 3inwan

mo gadra aktib
I login to blogger
create a post
write a word or two
can't complete a sentence
ideas vanish

madri eshfeeni

I wait
try
and try
and tryyyy

mako fayda
then I click X

Zamazing

"How come girls wanna marry and at the same time they call men

bastards or 3oo3 or Z? They wont gain men's respect"

That was a private feedback I got on my email today regarding my last post The Z Conversation

What do you tink?

The Z Conversation

Once upon a time, my phone rang and the following conversation took place:

Me: Hello?
She: Flam?!
M: You?! (a close friend whom I haven't seen in years)
She: Hiiiiiiii
Me: How you've beeeen?!
She: Z..!
Me: hahaha me too!
She: Offfff men are so Z..!
Me: wahahaha I'm so glad you feel the same!
She: Yeah, no men in my life, khalas! Z..!
Me: My God, you can't imagine how happy I am!
She: hehehehe Z..!
Me: Then we've gotta meet!
She: Yes we've gotta!
Me: Way ZZZ..!
She: eee ZZZ..!
Me: Ok I'll see you tomorrow!


End of conversation.

It is so nice talking to an old friend who understands.

He's Grown

I saw my cousin today. He's a few years younger and I haven't seen him in a long time. He got married to the woman he loves and has a baby now. It felt strange just looking at him, seeing how he's grown to a fine man, how polite he was when speaking to my uncle, how gentle he was when he kissed my grandmother's forehead. All I was thinking how well my aunt raised him. He has a career now, walked behind his father's footsteps. He simply looked and acted like a fine man. I felt proud, as if he was my own.


I am so impressed that I am missing Dr. Foziya's show right now!


I had lunch at a cafe today. I was alone at my table, but enjoyed the company of 6 old women sitting on the table next to me. They were loud, their talk was amusing; I didn't feel alone.

Avenues

• I went to the Avenues.
• I got dizzy in the parking lot. Looked like a maze.
  
• The floor is slippery, so be sure to wear rubber shoes.
• There's Gap (yeey) but it's not open yet.
• I saw 3 branches of starbucks and most shops are AlShayea.
• Clothes and sizes were abundant unlike here where all sizes are 10!
• Why has Large size turned to Small? Standard sizes are shrinking, while I am not.
• H&M there has underwear section (yeey yeey).

• It's my forth job, and no one's looked at my C.V.
• All my life I've wished to get a job without wasta; it seems impossible.

Love Versus Pimple

Comparison chart
Love	Pimple
Your cheeks blush You get inflated with joy You get butterflies in your stomach Differences emerge You feel sick to the stomach thinking about it You can't take it anymore, you break up You get miserable and find it hard to cope You wipe your tears You get a scar in your heart You think that you won't love another You seek psychologist's help You get healed with time You start looking for a new one and find it in the most unexpected places	It starts with redness An oily bump grows The bump starts to itch The red bump turns to a nasty white one You feel disgusted looking at it You can't stand its sight anymore, you play with it till it explodes Stain comes out and you don't know what to do You wipe the stain away You get a scar on your skin You think the scar won't heal You seek dermatologist’s help You get healed with time A new one looks for you, in the most expected situations, like a huge one on the tip of your nose, on your wedding night.

Intrusion

my sister is blackmailing me.

When my sister found out that Flamingoliya the blogger is me, she got crazily mad why I haven't told her. She felt like I betrayed her. She told me everything, and expected the same thing in return.

Now, not only she remembers the betrayal in her heart, she's also blackmailing me. She has a friend who tells her everything, and she feels obliged to tell her that Flamingoliya is me. Keeping my secret makes her feel that she's betraying her friend!!!!

She doesn't understand the meaning of privacy. She doesn't understand that I have a world of my own. She wants to invade me. Whenever the circle grows, I feel less giving to this blog. No one understands this feeling except bloggers who blog my way.

Sooner or later she's going to find out. Let her find out the natural way. If she's a good friend, she wouldn't feel betrayed. The thing is MY secret, not my sister's.

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Being temporarily unemployed feels great; I have time for myself. My friend says that I’m going to get bored in 3 months max. I DON'T think so!!! ;-)

First thing I did during my free time is to go to the salon and get 7amam zait. My hair felt like Arfaj for ages, I just knew that I only needed a simple pampering.

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I need a good طبيب عظام
ِAny recommendations?
فيني دودوو

YES YES YES

I QUIT I QUIT I QUIT
YES YES YES
I QUIT I QUIT I QUIT



I posted about quiting before a few days, it was my first step in to quiting. Today was the second. Saturday will be the third. I'm not sure about the forth, which should be the last. They have to .... .. .... in order for me to change my mind.


NIYAHAHA

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My Spiritual Journey (1)

If you want to feel dangerously drop dead gorgeous, go to Saudi Arabia with your face uncovered.

and the journey begins.