Saturday, January 19, 2008

A Cry

I am tired of thinking of possibilities
The more I think, the more my hair turns to white
I want to sleep and have sweet dreams
How do you do that?
How can I not think of you?
How can I let you in my dream?
Without worrying about my boss
or reaching work on time?
How can I not tremble when I speak to you?
How can my heart not beat when I see you?
How can I not look at you, and see the beautiful me inside of you?
How can I set myself free of your crush?
How can I not walk without you on my mind in everything I do
How can I?
How can I enjoy myself when you're not there?
How can I hide how I feel when they mention your name?
How can I?
How can I lie about the truth
How can I see you as a lie?
How can I lie at you? at myself? at them?
I and you can see,
but they can feel
It is there
It is everywhere
It is capturing their hearts
and mine too
But what is capturing yours?
Is it me?
or is it them?
Can you see me?
Can you feel me?
I know you can
But
Can you feel how deep it is?
Do you understand my acts?
My stares?
My moodiness?
I know they can
I know you can
I know I can't stop
I want more and more
But it has to end

6 comments:

Delicately Realistic said...

:(


Waaaaay Flam ishsawaitay feni?

i had one of those, it almost ate me alive, il7amdillah it ended (ba3d shino?)

Allah y3enich, o i hope something good happens, either way, just something good for u.


*HUG*

Broke said...

تباً للحب
إن لم يولد
في الظروف المناسبة له

Shagool ba3ad .. sha7chy ?

Ur words are so killing and I prefer to shut my mouth and ask his smile to comfort u ..

Sometimes , recalling my beloved's smile is more than enough for me .

Try it ..it's the best remedy ..

Enigma said...

Letting go of something u so desperatly want is the hardest thing ever, but if its not meant to be then it'll never happen. "time heals all wounds" (cliche but true)

Ms. Baker said...

I second Broke's "Shagool...sha7chee"

Ba3ad 3omree :***

Jewaira said...

I liked this Flamingoliya; come back to read again

Flamingoliya said...

thanks for the comments